13 Years Ago We Lost You, Baby Girl 9/19/2019

Our Sweet Emmie-Rose

A Happy Birthday and Miss You Letter this Year

 Well, This is weird! I guess I didn't realize til this year that I hadn't posted a Birthday Wish to You, Baby Girl. (Now, I see it has be 3 Years) :( Life has had many crazy things happen in the time I wrote you a Letter. Papa died in April and You got to see Him AGAIN!! I am so extremely Happy for YOU! He loved you Baby Girl! We so miss both of You so much! Our Journey since 2016 has been a Wild RollerCoaster Ride. We became a Family of 8 (on Earth) and have several transitions and losses during this time. Life is definitely not always Smooth Sailing but We have each other and the Reassurance that one day, We will see You, Papa, Nana, and many more! We have a lot of work to do down here still but God knows the time and place for everyone and everything. 

So, This Year, You would have hit a major Milestone: Becoming a Teenager! WOW! That is so hard to think about, Our last Baby turning 13! Drama, Drama, Drama! LOL Though, We know, You wouldn't have been into all of that, RIGHT?!?!?! LOL Friends, Gossip, Homework, After School Clubs, Sports, Games, Dances, and more! I wonder, Would you have been more like your Big Sis Z(into Everything that was offered at School) or more like Big Sis M (into Choir, BBall,  Crafternoons, Srsly and "Little Mommy" to Our Special Additions) or like Big Brother B (Top 2 in His Class last year, Srsly, Quiz Bowl, Robotics, into Gaming, and Movies). I would like to think You would be a Combination of all three with your own Sassy and Spice stirred in like your Momma! :) 

It's so hard to think about it even today not seeing you in any of these Activities, Clubs, Sports, etc. Not to be able to see your personality come out and shine in a World that is so dim. 

  We miss you like crazy, Baby Girl!

We will Always Love You, Baby Girl!

Emmie-Rose Payton J.B. Yannella

JULY 15, 2006 - Sept 19, 2006

Love,

Mommy and Daddy

Z, M, B and Our New Additions

Rest in Peace , Sweet Baby Girl

 DISCLAIMER: Keeping it Real Tonight!

Emmie-Rose, You fought so hard til the very end. To think that people gave up on YOU because they thought you were "damaged" and "not perfect" (their words) was the worst feeling as Parents to hear about Our Child! YOU WERE PERFECT AND NOT DAMAGED! Always Remember, Baby Girl, We fought SO HARD for YOU! The individuals that are responsible for your situation know exactly what they did and may You haunt them Everyday, Baby Girl! Karma is not a good friend. 

Though I try to keep this upbeat and happy as this is a Letter to Baby Girl, People need to understand, those responsible GAVE UP and DIDN'T TRY FOR OUR BABY GIRL and they know it!

So Baby Girl, Emmie-Rose, We have NOT FORGOTTEN NOR WILL WE EVER! WE LOVE YOU and MISS YOU MORE EVERYDAY! YOU ARE OUR ANGEL FOREVER!